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THE
BLESSING
"What
are you doing?" the childish voice demanded.
William
Rogers paused, weed in hand, to look up
at
his small neighbor. He pushed graying hair from
his
eyes and smiled at her. The cloud of ruffles and lace
she wore proclaimed her a child of England's wealthy
class. But she did not smile. Her eyes questioned
and flashed impatience.
"I'm
helping the good Lord make the flowers grow,"
he told her. He lifted a pansy face for her to see.
Her
voice still disapproved. "My grandpapa would
never pull weeds. Pulling weeds is for servants."
"Servants
cost money," he answered mildly. He might
have said much more. Had her grandfather not
caused his expulsion from his pulpit as a "Nonconformist"
minister, Rogers might have had money for
servants.
"Nonconformist."
In these days of hypocrisy and greed
one could sell his soul to Parliament by preaching
whatever passed for truth at the moment; or
one could sacrifice security, liberty, perhaps even life,
to preach the message of God. He dropped the last
weed into the basket and straightened his tired
back.
The bench in the shade of the old oak looked inviting.
Sitting down, he beckoned the child to him.
"Would
you like a story?" he asked. The little
girl
pressed against him. Putting his arm around her,
he
began the story of Daniel. Her eyes never left
his
face. She drank
in
every
word and also his kindly
affection
with a suppressed hunger. Small wonder
that
she came whenever she could escape the watchful
eye
of her grandfather's servants.
Breathless,
a liveried servant burst through the
gate.
--Miss
Hattie, Miss Hattie, where have you
been?
Sir Richard is looking for you!"
She
hardly glanced up. "I'll come when I finish
talking
to my good old gentleman."
"Please,
Miss Hattie," he pleaded. "Sir Richard
doesn't
like for you to come over here. You know
that.
He's already furious because we couldn't find
you.
Please, please come now."
"Oh,
all right. Don't worry so about Grandpapa.
I'll
take care of him." Waving good-bye to her friend,
she
led the way back across the sun-swept lawn of
the
estate next door.
With
sadness twisting at his heart, Mr. Rogers
watched
her go. Small as she was, she ruled her household with a passion. Once in
an outburst of
fury
she had injured herself with a knife. Since then
her
grandfather had ordered his servants not to cross
her
will in any way.
Yet
William Rogers loved the spoiled child. He
longed
to show her Jesus that she might find peace for
her
troubled heart.
A
few days later found him sitting in his booklined
study. The Bible lay open before him, but he
no
longer saw the well-worn pages. Oak-filtered
sunlight
fell unheeded across the old desk.
Instead
of the familiar room, he saw a darkened
street.
One by one, two by two, people came through
alleys
and unfrequented lanes. And one by one, two by two, they knocked quickly
at the back door of an old
house and slipped in, glancing nervously over their
shoulders.
He
saw a crowded room, lighted only by candle
glow,
filled with eager, upturned faces. They hungered
for the Word and had risked much for their Saviour. Tears started to his eyes as he read again the
text before him. "And others had trial of cruel mockings and
scourgings, yea, moreover of bonds and
imprisonment. .. (of whom the world was not worthy)."
Today
a strange presentiment haunted' him. It
seemed
that danger, like a threatening cloudburst, hung over his little flock.
For hours he sat, absorbed
in
meditation.
Then,
shattering the silence, came the sound of
pounding
at the door. For a long moment he did not
move.
It
had come.
His
heart peaceful, his movements deliberate, he
rose,
walked down the dark hallway, and opened the
door.
Outside was a blur of angry faces. Hands
grabbed,
pushing and,
pulling him. Rough ropes hurt his
wrists. The mob shoved him across the lawn next door.
Only one thing caught his eye in the noisy crowd. Two young men and a woman were prisoners like
himself. Tears streaked the woman's face. He threw them a glance of love
and encouragement. Thomas Powell, Jeremiah Abbot, and his wife,
Sarah-how
often they had stood by his side and
helped
him minister to others.
At
Sir Richard Craddock's door a servant met
them
and hastened to call his master. Sir Richard
emerged,
rubbing his hands together and smiling.
"So,
my dear sir, at last you have been found out.
How
sad that you had to continue preaching to these
poor,
misguided souls after your license had been
revoked.
As magistrate of this area, it is my solemn
duty
to prevent wolves such as you from leading
the
sheep astray. Perhaps a term in prison will quiet
your
restless tongue and disillusion these foolish
followers
of yours. I shall go and make out the
papers."
With
that he turned and left the room. The
prisoners
stood just inside the majestic entrance
hall.
A long stairway curved away into the dimness
of
the upper story. Hushed, the rabble waited outside.
Sarah's
deep sobs shook the silence. Her husband's
eyes
reached out to comfort her.
"
'Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute
you, and shall say all manner of
evil
against
you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice, and be
exceeding
glad: for great is your reward in heaven.'
'Be
thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee
a
crown of life.' "
William Rogers' quiet voice rang with
courage. The faces of his companions lifted. " 'Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that
ye should follow his steps,' " he
comforted.
"Forgive
us, sir," Thomas said. "For a little while
we
lost heart. But we will stand for Christ whatever
comes."
Plainly he spoke for them all.
Suddenly
Hattie erupted through an inner door, shouting
her excitement over some trifle. Seeing the knot of strangers in
the hall, she skidded to a stop. Then
she recognized her friend of the flower garden.
"You've
come to visit at last!" she cried, darting
to
his side. He smiled at her but made no answer.
"What's
the matter?" she questioned the deputy who
held
Mr. Rogers. "What are you doing to my good
old
gentleman?"
"Good
old gentleman, is he?" the deputy smirked.
"We'll
see about that. He's a wicked man, but he'll
pay
now."
The
little girl's face grew dark with anger. "What are
they going to do with you?" she demanded of Mr.
Rogers.
"Your
grandfather says that I and my friends
must
go to prison," he answered gently.
The
child flew into a rage. She stamped her foot,
and
her voice rose to a shout. "You will not go to
prison.
Grandpapa can't do that to you."
The
girl raced down the hall to the room her
grandfather
had entered. Finding the door locked,
she
banged her head against it, then kicked it
furiously,
demanding entrance. Someone opened the
door.
She charged across the room to stand before her
grandfather.
"What are you going to do with my good
old
gentleman out there?" she continued to shout.
"That
is none of your business. Go on out and
play,"
her grandfather answered shortly.
"But
I will not. He says you are going to send
him
and his friends to jail. If you send them to jail,
I
will drown myself in the pond as soon as they
are
gone! I really will!"
Sir
Richard stared at his granddaughter in astonishment and concern. For a
long moment he didn't answer. Finally, picking up the paper from the desk,
he walked down the hall to the group who stood waiting for him.
"I
had intended to send you all to jail, but my granddaughter has requested
that I show you mercy. You are all released, See that you do not repeat
the offense."
The
deputies muttered, but they released them. With deep emotion the prisoners
thanked Sir Richard. Then Mr. Rogers turned to the child whose
intervention had saved them much suffering. Laying his hand on her head
and lifting his eyes to heaven, he said, "God bless you, my dear
child. May the blessing of that God whose cause you now plead, though as
yet you know Him not, be upon you in life, at death, and throughout
eternity."
Many
years went by. William Rogers went to his rest, loved and honored by many
for the saint he was. His son, Timothy, became a worthy follower in his
father's footsteps. A sincere Christian in an age when there was far less
danger in pursuing such a course, he became a well-known writer on
religious subjects.
One
evening he sat in the parlor of a lovely home in London, visiting a friend
famous for her hospitality to those who loved the Lord. Now he spent a
pleasant hour telling the story of the deliverance that God had given to
his father by means of a little child.
Mrs.
Tooley listened with deep interest. "And are you that Mr. Rogers'
son?" she asked.
"Most
certainly I am."
She shook her
head in wonder. "As long as I have known you I never realized that. I
am the little girl your dear father blessed. It made such an impression on
me that I could never forget it." She leaned back and smiled, her
face tender with memories. ."Now let me tell you a story," she
said.
And
here is the story she told:
At the
ancient Roman town of Bath in western England a fashionable young woman
paced the floor with restless tread. The eyes of the old man in the great
armchair followed her up and down the room.
"I
can't go on this way, Doctor!" she exclaimed. "How many young
ladies would give anything to be in my place. I have everything I could
ever wish for. I have so much money that I need never concern myself about
it as long as I live. I have more beautiful gowns than I could wear in a
year. I am invited to every fashionable party and courted by every
eligible young man, and yet all of it means nothing to me. I am miserable.
I go back to my luxurious lodgings and cry myself to sleep. I have been
considering suicide. After' all, if I don't find some satisfaction, some
happiness in life, what's the use of my living at all?" She halted
for a moment, her eyes challenging him.
Deeply
serious, he met her gaze. "What you need is religion. That's the only
way to find the peace you seek."
"Oh,
my good doctor, please don't be ridiculous. I'm, not a child." She
waved away the suggestion.
"No,
you are not a child. But you have not lived so many years as I have, and
you asked my counsel. Now you can take it or leave it, but that is what I
think."
"Well,
what do you suggest I do?"
The
doctor hesitated a moment. "The very best thing I could suggest for
you, Miss Hattie, is to read the New Testament for yourself."
The
girl nodded slowly. "Very well, I will try it. I'm desperate, and it
can't do any harm."
"Do
you give me your word you will finish it?"
"I
give you my word."
In
the days and weeks that followed, Hattie kept her promise. But she found
no peace. Rather, her uneasiness deepened. Still an intense conviction
took root in her mind that the answer might lie in that direction after
all.
One
morning after her return to London she called to Jane, her companion.
"Get ready, Jane. We're' going to church today."
Jane
looked at her in amazement. "Very well, Miss Hattie, but that's a
strange thing for you to do."
Putting
on appropriate clothing, they began walking up one street and down
another. At last Jane's curiosity reached the bursting point. "Where
is this church we're going to, Miss Hattie?"
Hattie
put off her answer as long as she could. Finally she confessed, "I
don't know. During the night I had a vivid dream. I was sitting in an old
church. It seemed as if . . ." Her voice trailed off.
Jane's
face reflected her feelings that Miss Hattie was a strange one. But Hattie
didn't notice. Her eyes searched every church they passed.
"If
only I could find it!" The pent-up yearning of those years of
frustration threatened to explode.
They
passed the fashionable part of town and turned down a narrow lane called
The Old Jewry, off Cheapside. Numbers of people here all seemed to be
going to the same place. Following the crowd, they found themselves
outside a little church.
"It's
the one!" Hattie cried. She pressed through the door and down the
aisle to a front seat, her face glowing. Jane's eyes disdained the simple
chapel, but she followed Hattie to a seat. A man entered the pulpit.
"Oh,
Jane," Hattie exclaimed in a whisper. "That's the very man I
saw! If it's all true, he'll preach on the text 'Return unto thy rest, 0
my soul.'
The
minister prayed, lifting his hands to heaven. He poured forth adoration
and praise in words that brought tears to Hattie's eyes. Then, as both
girls listened in amazement, he announced his text: " 'Return unto
thy rest, 0 my soul.' "
"That
day I met my Lord and found the rest my soul so long had sought,"
Mrs. Tooley concluded. "God heard your father's prayer. That blessing
has followed me all my life, and I doubt not that it will accompany me to
the world to come."
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